It's been quite awhile but today I have something to say.
In August I made the decision to delete my twitter account and all of my writings because I was in disbelief of the disrespect that I received regarding my brothers passing. I couldn't believe that in the light of something so tragic, people in death hoax land still had the ability to coralate a clue into all of it.
When I first created my twitter and then my blog, it was all in good fun. I have found the idea of a Michael Jackson Death Hoax to be ridiculous from the very beginning.
Additionally, being a person that is very much privy to information regarding Michael's life, I knew that people started to get carried away with the events of June 25th.
So I do admit it. I was just having fun with people to make an example of how easy it is to be manipulated by people who want attention. I was wrong for that and I do apologize.
There seems to be a person or persons that is taking particular delight in harassing and hurting a person that I care deeply about. To the extent of her hurting herself last night.
The person that I care about is Maura. A.K.A Mjfanforeverandaday.
When I first contacted Maura, it was to make a fool out of her and embarrass her.
I saw that she had posted on a death hoax forum claiming to be someone that knew Michael Jackson and had inside information. She said that she knew him and that she had children that played with his children and a few other things. I knew that she was being dishonest about these things and decided to have some fun with her.
I contacted her and told her that at the 02 arena press conference it was not Michael Jackson, but a man named Jonathan that had been working for Michael for several years. Of course initially she did not believe me, but somehow I was actually able to convince her that I was telling the truth.
Jonathan is my brother and a real straight ass. He always does everything by the book and never was much of the type to take risks. For reasons that I understand of course, but you have to live a little and have fun. No matter what tragedy is presented to you in life a person can not use that as a shield against all happiness.
In short, I gave Maura contact info for my brother and took a front seat to his and her reaction, laughing the entire time. Well, ironically they became great friends and she wasn't even angry at me for what I had been doing. Maura has this ability to really empathize with people and see things from their point of view. It is the reason that I am always perplexed by people saying that she is narrow minded and does not listen to others opinions.
My brother and I told Maura as much about our lives as we could. Interestingly enough, she never really asked questions about Michael. Really... She found investigating the death hoax exciting and wanted to find things out on her own. I told Maura repeatedly that there was not a death hoax. That there were not a series of clues left behind for the fans to figure out. Jonathan and I both told Maura several times that this was just a personal choice that Michael made.
He did not want to go on living his life the way that he was. He wanted to bring peace to his family and allow the children to live normal lives and not deprive them of the things that he and some of us had been deprived of. I knew that she meant well with her videos, but I felt that she could have been placing her energy into something more worthwhile.
At some point people started to catch on to me. Also Jonathan became involved in a very strange relationship with two women that he met in Peterpanpyt's chat room. People started to follow all of us around and of course we got worried because we were never to be online in the first place. Jonathan and I were made aware of someone that was even planning on hacking our computers to get information about who we really were. This was something that could not be risked.
I figured that the most sought after thing that people probably wanted was a picture of myself or Jonathan. I was just going through some myspace profiles on Maura's old myspace and came across one of a guy that actually looked remarkably like us. This is the part where Maura is probably the most at fault or the worst thing that she has actually done in all of this. I took the picture and just placed it on my blog. When she saw the blog she never commented or said anything. I don't know why she just went along with it, but she did and it was never really spoken about. Everything was alright with the one photograph.
For whatever reason, Jonathan created another my space profile after deleting the last one. Keep in mind there were many horrible things going on in his life at this time. He felt a lot of anger and resentment towards people he felt that he could not trust and was no longer himself. When he created this myspace page for the second time, he used a lot of these photos of this guy. He was very angry at Maura because of a bad confrontation that they had. When she saw the photos on his myspace page, she was stricken with anxiety and became very upset with him. She asked him repeatedly to remove the photographs, but he refused. When she threatened to contact the person that the photos belonged to, he told her that he would say that she gave him the photos to use. It was a very ugly and dark time in Maura and Jonathans friendship. He was not himself and nobody could get through to him. She basically just let it drop assuming that this person would never find out that his photos were being used. I know that she even left a comment on of the photos at one point.
If there is anything that Maura has been guilty of, it's being too emotionally attached to people that were not fully honest with her about a lot of things.
She was wrong to not speak up about the photographs that's very true. That is literally the only thing that she is guilty of in all of this. Maura became a part of my brother and I's life. She, Annie and Virginia became the only people in this world that really know about us, our origins and everything that we suffered through.
I feel that frankly, Jonathan was too open with Maura about certain things and I know that she mistakenly disclosed a few of these things to other people to whom she trusted. It's extremely hard to take on another persons burden and carry them with you.
I have done many things that Jonathan and Maura aren't aware of. Call it immaturity or boredom. Or just call it annoyance with people whose lives are consumed with this ridiculous notion that Michael Jackson faked his death to save them. It is ridiculous. Do you understand that? R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S
Michael has always been a great performer. Michael gets what he wants when he wants it and only cares about himself and his children. I'm sorry but it's true. Michael knows what is going on with all of you that are chasing this hoax dream. Michael does not care and finds it amusing. I'm sorry but it's T-R-U-E. He does love his fans very much and does not take them for granted. I do not mean to sound cold or as if you all have no meaning to him. But he does find it amusing that instead of really trying to concentrate on what he tried to express, you all just bad mouth one another and spread lies and rumors. He rests very well every night and does not give this a second thought.
These "informers" are bull to the shit. Michael has not sent anybody to watch or spread the good word of the hoax. Michael is not terminally ill. He does not wish to seek revenge on anybody at all and is very content with how is life is right now.
What I have tried to stress to Maura for the past year is the importance of utilizing her time in a better way. Maura did not ask question to Jonathan and I about Michael. But that never stopped us from trying to show her that this was a very huge waste of time.
There are many people with nothing to do most of the time (points to self) and they wait in the wings to just bother people and bring them false hope. I did this previously, but when Virginia and my brother hurt themselves it was a wake up call for me to stop messing around with people. I have not since.
It is unfair to accuse Maura of being me or Jonathan or creating people to hurt people. Have any of you that are hurting her gotten to really know her? She would never by any means possible, purposely mislead people in that way.
What is misleading and what is shocking to me, is how this mammoth of a woman can have the audacity to say that Maura is mentally ill and needs to be committed, when she spent the better part of six months telling people that she was carrying a child. Going as far as to crying on a microphone saying that she feels "so fucking guilty for bringing a child into this world of sick people" Accusing an innocent person of attacking her baby, when there was no baby. Telling many people that she will not lose her child because of all of this. Yes, I have been watching Andrea. I know what you have been doing. How in heavens name can you call a person mentally ill because you "think" that she is using different names? How can you when you admitted to the sick thing that you mislead people to believe? That just shocked me.
To the woman who made the accusation of your room visitor being Maura because you read a few tarot cards. You also read cards that Virginia was not hurt this summer. Virginia showed on camera a disgusting gash in her thigh from a knife wound. She had her nurse UN bandage this and show it because she was being accused of lying about it.
I just find it unbelievable how people with transparent mental illnesses can accuse Maura of having one.
Maura is not myself, Jonathan, Virginia or anybody else. She is very much her own person and a person that unknowingly got mixed into something that she should not have gotten mixed into.
Btw, when I asked Maura about why she lied on the forums, she forwarded me a few Aim conversations of a woman that she had been talking to. The woman was afraid to post on the forums about her, so Maura went in her place hoping to find some answers.
It seems to me that her ability to want to empathize with people often leads to her being hurt.
Maura cut her wrists last night. I don't know anything about her condition at all. I just know what I was told. There are people that are accusing me of being her to mask the guilt of what they have been doing to her in recent weeks.
Everything that I just told you is the absolute truth and it is your choice to believe me.
This person "V" and some of the people that Maura felt that she could trust, are making these videos because they don't know the entire story. I just told you all most of it. It's what really happened and I am sorry for any person that I hurt with my antics.
Also, yes it was me that was "thriller" in Mauras chatroom all of those months ago. She really did not know at the time because she and I weren't talking much then.
There were photos that I emailed her of Paris and this guy where they looked a lot alike. It was to prove a point about how children can look like anybody, but it does not mean that there is a blood relation. It all started because of Mark Lester spreading a rumor about Harriet and Paris looking so much alike because they were sisters and he was Paris's father. I was simply trying to prove a point and she agreed that it was a good point to prove. But Maura is honestly a bit of a ditz at times and she didn't even recognize who was in the photograph. I was calling her on the telephone and stuff, but again she had been only talking to my brother for the most part and didn't know who I was as thriller. He didn't even know what I was doing. So when I got bored, I just had a lady that worked in our house say that I died. Yes my real name is Elliot.
Maura only found out that was me back in the summer and we stopped being friends because of that. We did still talk every now and then, but we lost our friendship because of what I did. She saw me differently and realized that I potentially could have caused her to lose many friendships.
When my brother died, Maura and I really stopped talking altogether. We both held a lot of guilt over the things that transpired that day. And I felt as though she stopped trusting me a long time ago because of everything that I had done.
Maura honestly just got involved in something that she was not fully understanding of. She tried to understand but there was only so much that even we could not tell her. She is guilty of assisting with some slight manipulations. But she is not guilty of everything that she is being accused of.
At this point all that I know is that she cut her wrists. I do not know anything else about that situation. I know that a lot of people will not believe this blog and will still continue to accuse her of being me or creating Jonathan and myself. That is not the case at all. Maura does not deserve what people are doing to her right now.
All that these videos from "V" will tell you, is exactly what I just told you. But this person did not have the entire story. I just gave it to you. There will be consequences to what I just told you. I know that. But if something happens to Maura or if God forbid she was successful in what she tried to do last night, I don't want her ending legacy to be based on the premise of a lie.
I know that many people will still fault her for being misleading in certain things and I really can not blame you for that. But you all should know the entire story.
I have not provided detail about myself and Jonathan, who we are and how we know Michael Jackson. This is all that I can tell you:
Michael knew our Mother and we lost her at a very young age. Micheal was young also but kept in contact with us. When he was old enough he did somewhat take responsibility for us and he has had a very large role in our lives. Very similar to Omer. He is not our father or anything like that but has truly been like one to us.
That's all that I can tell you but i'm sure that won't be believed either.
It's not for you to believe. I am an asshole and have done many things to hurt people out of pleasure because I found most of the people investigating this to be pathetic. I am sorry and all that I can ask of is your forgiveness.
I did not have to come forward and do this or admit to these things. I am sure many of them Maura would not want me to tell. But I felt like the truth needed to be told once and for all.
Please just stop attacking and harassing her for things that I did. It's really not right.
My last form of admission is a very hard one and will make me seem like a monster, but I only had the best of intentions. When Maura was being attacked about my brothers death I just wanted to help her. So I made this photo and said that it was my brothers death photo. We were stricken with grief over what happened to him. We were mourning and just wanted people to stop saying horrible things about what had happened to him. I gave it to her and told her to just show it to a few people and then people would stop. Maura was taking several medications and basically having a mental breakdown. She was easily convinced that it was real. I had the best of intentions and wasn't thinking.
When you sum it all up, all that she ever tried to do was protect us and in the end it looks like protecting us, made her lose a lot of people that she really cared about. If something happens to Maura, I will carry this with me the rest of my life
. I only hope that wherever she is that she can forgive me when she finds out about this blog. It just had to be done.
Thank you.
